To: You

Thanks for being you

To: My Brain and Anyone Who's Listening.

Dear Brain, You're hurting my skull like crazy bringing up these questions that just seem not to have answers to them. Why does it seem that when I go to church or college group that God seems to be making the talk schedule just for me. But with that leave questions fully in head. An example is when do i knows God's will is my own; and i dont mean when does God start agreeing with my plans but when do I know thats God's plans for me and my life aren't my own in disguise. is it possible to ever know? There somethings ive decided that aren't worth pursuing unless im sure that it's God's will because if God isnt behind it then it's destined to fail even if hard work is put into it. Bud Blossfield said to me today that if you choose not to listen to God the first time then you expected to be taken kicking and screaming. Which i really dont want, and when it comes to this situation i am more then willing to let God take control just wish i had a manual. I really want an answer; those who i respect and look up to are no where to be found and the one person who i knoe can give me the answer i want confuses me more than anyone with how He talks to me. I need help God please please help.